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The Mighty Impervious Woman Considers Retirement

after Gary Jackson

1

You’ve seen the video. Everyone has.
The nanorockets swarm in golden hour sun,
descend like a conspiracy of shrikes
towards the fallout shelter, its vault-door sundered.
I hold the gap, my silver costume shining until
millions of explosions bloom red
& orange against my body. When the smoke clears
I stand unharmed, one hand raised,
flipping the bird at the machines’ alien masters.

That’s how the world learned
my moniker isn’t a boast. In photos I’m freeing survivors
from wreckage, my too-white smile saying
you’re safe, it’s over.

Afterwards, in the darkness of my studio
I sat like a stone.

2

I worried about you from the start,
my mother says. You were so trusting, 
so open-hearted, & I thought 
the world will devour you. 
I don’t remember trust, only fear—
hot stoves & lunchroom taunts,
getting jumped on my walk home, the first girl who kissed me
calling me a dyke.
                                     Always the fear,
the world tearing at my throat.
Later, when the goddess chose me, told me
she could make me impervious to matter, energy, 
& mind, I heard the promise,
ignored the warning.

3

After that, fear couldn’t touch me. Nothing could. Mars,
red-eyed, slavering,
shattered his blade on my skin. Disintegration rays
tickled faintly. When Doctor Dementia’s psychic claws
scraped against my gray matter, he retched & fled.

The public idolized me, thinking unwoundable
meant undamaged.
Women wanted me—wanted
Impervious Woman.
For a while, that was enough. Until
they needed more. Until, under my gleaming surface
they glimpsed
                        my empty depths.

4

Last night The Immortal One wouldn’t stop. She battered
herself against me. Too late
I saw what she meant to do.
I fled
but she was faster. Relentless.
Impact upon impact.
At last her body dissipated
like a wave drawn back to sea.
We were often enemies,
sometimes allies,
                                     once lovers.
                                                                 That’s how she learned
how to end it. I stared at my hands,
unbloodied, without even
a chipped nail.
I don’t blame her.
The goddess was my way out
& I was The Immortal One’s.

5

The world will devour you: Mom’s voice
in my head. My costume is a face,
is a barrier,
is someone else.
If I set it aside, what remains? A girl,
afraid. A squawk breaks the silence:
the police radio speaks of civilians
under threat. This life hasn’t shattered me yet.
Or it did long ago.
                                      I’m out the window, a silver streak, a hero—
you know.
                         You’ve seen the video.

(Editors’ Note: “The Mighty Impervious Woman Considers Retirement” is read by Erika Ensign on the Uncanny Magazine Podcast, Episode 69A.)

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Izzy Wasserstein

Izzy Wasserstein

Izzy Wasserstein, queer and trans woman, is the author of two poetry collections, the short story collection All the Hometowns You Can’t Stay Away From (Neon Hemlock, 2022), the novella These Fragile Graces, This Fugitive Heart (Tachyon, 2024), and the fiction chapbook This Next Song is Called Punk Rock Valhalla (Neon Hemlock, 2025). She teaches writing and literature at a public university. A born-and-raised Kansan, she currently lives in Southern California, where she shares a home with the writer Nora E. Derrington and their animal companions. She wants to hear about your D&D character.